Sometimes I'd rather take a beating,
Sometimes I'd rather take a punch,
I learn more when I am bleeding,
You knock me down, then I get up.
Sometimes I need to forgive you,
Sometimes I want to destroy,
Sometimes I know it was not your fault
But I blame you anyway.
Sometimes I don't like to crawl,
Sometimes I feel too afraid,
Sometimes I know I'm not meant do it,
I do it anyway.
Sometimes I feel so jealous,
Sometimes I feel insecure,
Sometimes I feel like I vanished in thin air,
Sometimes I feel I'm not here.
